The Universe
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Have it your way. However desperately you show off, Munch saw you wetting. After all, you do not know what you are. You even have never pursued this most serious, and inreresring question. If you are young and brave enough, you could enjoy, without knowing, curiosity surpasses your anxiety. But eventually, you have the scream, if you are lucky enough to be able to survive until the day oh tough guy. So I hate cowards. By the way, I woke from a nightmare three times today. The first one was that it was revealed my brain was artificial. I think I was cool enough in a bit crazy way. What are you? Why can you move? Why can you think? How do you exist? Why are you separated from the rest of the universe as an independent individual? OK, have it your way, you do not have to see your future hell never more, take that upper pill and enjoy the illusion. But please do not disturb us. We overcome the scream and keep pursuing the inreresring question in the real. Analyze the sewage of Monte Carlo. They would prefer something over something real.
Munch "The Scream"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Scream
Edvard Munch
"Workers on their Way Home"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Edvard_Munch_-_Workers_on_their_Way_Home_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg
"Jealousy"
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Edvard_Munch_-_Jealousy_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg
I didn't expect my avarar would get that pinkish.
Note that this is a continuation of the procedure for a digital painting of mine. Early ones were deleted with a whole thread (the possibility of a new state-like community based on the internet 2020 summer edition) without even an explanation. But anyway this is a continuation of it.
I added the lights I have already explained with Cezanne's example on the buildings. I will modify the lights with curve according to the move and the sight of the dolphin. By the way, as I have written, the title of this painting is "dolphins in a barrel". You might have guessed that the sight of the camera is the another dolphin's sight, because obviously there is one dolphin in the painting, and it would be the right eye of the dolphin, because if it was the left eye's sight, it must mean that the dolphin is swimming toward the wave (to outside) so it is unnatural. But that is maybe the left eye's sight or something. It does not really matter. Because in this case, the name of the title functions as an "off-screen" or an "off-voice" (Cinema 2). Because it does not be seen, footsteps interest our attention. Footsteps are not a literal idea, though. Voice does not always express literal ideas.
"Sight of a Dolphin Who Surfs"
around 2012, water colour pencils and ink
It seems that Americans, especially white supremacists, are trying to convince themselves that the whole world is jealous of America. But it looks like they are just hated by lots of people of the rest of the world because of their arrogance and cheat. While they have to keep vested interest in white, especially the strength of dollar. They seem to know that they will eventually and decisively be hated and ignored by the rest of the world anyway, it would depend on the degree of people's understanding. Think about someone who you really hate. If the one works for Apple, would you buy an iPhone? But of course they supremacists probably understand that no one would like to see someone shouting "Great America again!" or something crazy. What is great America anyway. I don't envy such a thing from the bottom of my heart. My concern is that when the delicate, like a breakable American car, white heart begins to be decisively hated by the world, they would become desperate and attempt to commit suicide with the thousands of nuclear bombs. I suppose that they would think it is an ideal, and almost only use of those bombs. Otherwise, even if how they are stupid, making and keeping thousands of nuclear bombs seems... sheer madness? again? So they would select the fat fascist again, I suppose. Think about the reaction of some turd around there when we clearly declare our hate for the turd. If he had a nuclear bomb, he could drop it on us, like the cowboy. That's the rodeo drop by the way. And of course he does it for the great country from patriotism or something incomprehensible, not because he is personally hated by someone. Personally, I think that the only advantage of being a white is the beauty of blond and blue eyes. And is not that enough? I envy you from the bottom of my heart. The white supremacy seems to have been creating a lot of stupid white people because they seem to confuse physical beauty with brain or other things. A slight confused arrogance always seems enough to make an arrogant idiot. Yes I am a asian and I envy white green eyes men, but I am good-looking, I seem to be popular with even blondies. And this is important, it seems that more than 95% of blondies are not good-looking. Especially fat is... I think I would enjoy to have a chat with a wise beautiful Chinese woman who has black hair and wit, than the fat stupid blondie. I think every man would do so... but yeah she suits you very well. Anyway, each time I see news about America, I am surprised at the difference of kind of temperature. The United States is independent from the rest of the world. Again, what I want to say is that the fat will be the president again according to American's thanatos.
Don't misunderstand me idiot. Is there something critical difference between Obama's 4- years and the fat's four years? Still people are exploited anyway. In this current politics system, it does not really matter who the next president is. That is a matter of course though.
Think about the temperature about "the election" "in" the USA. We do not care about such a thing. And we do not have to care about such a thing. Or rather, we should not care about such a thing. The temperature seems abnormal. I bet that you will be exploited even if the Democratic Party established the new government.
Baseball...?
No, I mean, again, holding hegemony over the rest of the whole world means that the great country must shoulder the doubt that the great country would cheat at any sports. The Olympic athletes of the great country always must do doping and the Olympic committee must be bribed or threatened. The truth does not matter. The country is always distrusted. The country cannot avoid the doubt if the country rules by threat (you would have seen the country threatening something or someone, some group a lot of times) and by economy (dollar, the unequal money game of unpopular men to rule women or gorgeous dog houses, mainly. They cannot get women if they do not cheat).
The athletes of the great country will be always suspected. They must do doping. This seems to be a famous story though, under the Nazis regime, there was a football match between FC Dynamo Kyiv and German. The Nazis threatened the opponent with execution.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Death_Match
FC Dynamo Kyiv defeated German by 5-1. And the players seem to have been executed after the match.
Sports immediately lose interest if it lack equality. But there are always idiots who do not care about such a thing. Greatness comes from win anyway. If win, by cheat, threat, whatever, they earn gorgeous dog houses and women, that is far more important than such equality for the idiots. Unequal matches support the system, and vice versa. Are you that naive to believe the Great country never cheat at sports? They sometimes had to lose some important matches to avoid the doubt (and maybe to avoid a match against some monkish country, I had been feeling we would have the opportunity in the Round 16 or Round 8 of the 2018 world cup), I believe. But again, they cannot avoid the doubt while they hold hegemony by cheat, threat, the nuclear bombs etc, like the Nazis.
That is nothing to do with the win of Japan at the first, and maybe second world baseball cup. I always drop off to sleep while watching baseball though. Baseball players seem not to need advanced brain functions so much. But I have pwned a man who has played baseball in the school days with a baseball game. I'm really afraid but it was 8-0 or 9-0 or something. I mean, if it is a football game, it would be difficult to score such points. If I borrow RMs' words again, a lesser football club supporters can have a dream that "Today, we might win against AC Milan by some mistake or something". If it was basketball, they are always defeated one hundred percent.
You see, it kills our... interest in sports, and of course in elections too. I really do not understand why people have seen blatant cheats in elections can have interest in the election again. Are they idiots? What we should do seems to decrease the voting rate to under 10% by no voting as some famous painters (Matsuura, Okazaki) say. Can we say that such non-voted elections are valid? We should declare that we have no interest in such put-up political games which are always done in dark rooms with the same (doped) members. Seems cleverer than making fuss about such elections. Leave it alone. Only real idiots and few people who have to be familiar with politics should care about such a thing.
No, I mean, it has nothing to do with it seems that the unique football recently became the national sport of the great country after those matches.
Oh, yes, and I remember the most important thing that suits this forum, I have written about that too though. If most of devices made in America are under the surveillance of the country, there is no reason not to doubt that the companies and institutions of the country must have been collecting detailed information of their opponents from those devices, including even what there are in the athletes'... bedrooms. It seems to have nothing to do with matches themselves, though. Killing joy, the wet blanket. In Japanese, "being spoiled" is said 白ける. Inrerestingly, the direct translation of the word is "Getting white".
I heard that surgery for appendicitis in the United States costs 1 million yen. It's $ 10,000. I have just looked it up, it actually costs $ 50,000-60,000. I searched Wikipedia and found no other costly factors besides CT scans and actual surgery. I examined the net profit from appendicitis surgery in the hospital, but of course no such information came out. I wonder how much they are making. As you know in Cuba, medical care is free. I also wonder how much Cuban doctors can make from appendicitis surgery. If I had appendicitis, I would like someone dexterous to have surgery if we knew how to do it, and if we can get medicine, but doing so in Japan against the law and in other countries as well. If a doctor benefits from poor people about $ 20,000 to $ 30,000 in appendicitis surgery, do you think he is qualified as a doctor? From the beginning, he seems to lack something important as a doctor.
There must be some kind of crazy kind people who really like to cure people, like I really like to paint. That is their talent. But I suppose that more than 99% of them cannot afford to attend medical school. We have to find the talent when they are very young but the current system hate such a thing. Because that is one of the attractive popular jobs for those idiots to have women, Mercedes, and a mansion, by enclosing economy. So there are a lot of those crazy doctors every place. But yeah, I seem to be only one who is angry at such a thing.
I think that the president is the typical example of a man who fanatically lives only once in our eternity as an arrogant king that enjoys every pleasure of this human beings world instead of living as a bug or a virus or a living stock almost forever after his death.
It seems that Buddha preached middle-of-the-road.
Probably everyone envies wealthy people for material wealth, but everyone would have a mobile phone, a fridge, a laundry-machine, a TV. It sometimes seems to be enough to enjoy wealth. Of course you should earn as much as you can though, I mean, if reincarnation in the eternity is a fact, living as a king for not more than 100 years, at most several decades, to live as the lowest creatures for the rest of eternity does not seem to be so much clever. That is like a hana-bi. A only one time extremely luxurious materialistic... fire work. There are various people. There would be that kind of person who do not care about living in such hell almost eternally in exchange for the great fire work. I do not understand at all but yeah, it's his freedom. Even keeping troubling almost all of other people and the earth to keep the tower is his freedom, unfortunately. Besides, several decades later, his name will be in a history textbook as one of the worst criminals. But it is his freedom.
Yes, only a president can feel the characteristic pleasure to be as a president. Only I can feel the characteristic pleasure to have psychic abilities as an artist. And I know that historically, rulers always envied artists. I am a poor man. It would be a lie if I say I do not envy material wealth. But strangely, I really do not envy the president. He will fall into the eternal hell. In this case, hell means living as a living stock, or the bug, or a colona virus (big laugh). On the contrary, perhaps I will reincarnate as a human being again.
Only you can feel your own characteristic pleasure, but if you were able to find it. It does not seem to be something you have inherently. They are different, they basically inherit the wealth. Everyone can enjoy to stay at a luxurious hotel with a blondie if the one inherited wealth. Some of them would be able to be the Presidents if they were unlucky. But even if how much you have money, you never be able to feel the pleasure to exercise the psychic ability, or being free on a canvas. I am not sure if I envy your characteristic pleasure. It would depend on its quality. If you are very good at surfing, I envy you, though. If you are a at least WSL class surfer, really, though...
"A Perm Tree and the Bird and Birds?"
around 2012-2014 maybe, acrylic on a piece of Kent paper
After all, there has never been even a single MAN who directly faced me and said something complaint or even something incomprehensible I don't understand well. They always are doing something sneakingly... Well, eventually, some of you have to face me someday though.
haha.
yeah, racist Trump-supporters are among the dumbest people I have ever seen.
yeah, it seems so, but you would not be able to do anything at least as much as I have done and will do. troll the big fat, too instead of mucking around here or in the great... P2P or PCP or something, I forget the name, sorry, network. What was that name? P2C?
Is that 2CB? I really don't remember. Recently, sometimes it takes time to remember something, perhaps because of my age...
No no, I learned a lot on the waves behind you. It was even a pleasure to watch the splendid performance of yours. As usual, sorry not be able to pwn faggy men who run away from any argument or PES match or something. More sorry to see somehow the men are still able to look down on upper class. Well, psychological speaking, even if I pwned them thoroughly, their type would not admit that. So surely whether pwning them or not might not do matter. So surely, ignoring and dodging their faggy communication might be best. I am recently extremely fed up with such things and I think I have the sufficient right to be so. I have no complaint, master... You are always justice, master... You have the right to do anything if you just apologize after you did anything, master...
Evildoers. Let me see your way of settling the matter, clearly. If I were you, I might think harakiri might be good to have. Was not it that things were not so easy, was it? It is said that "The society is not so sweet as you expect it to be" in Japanese, especially in Japanese underground. The gamblers' world, where you and I have lived. Losers are doomed to show their manliness, right? There seems quite a lot of bad losers in West compared to Asia. Haha.
The good loser.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stavisky
Jean-Paul Belmondo is super cool! He is my favorite male actor. Men would not be able to say that "I hate Alexandre Stavisky." even if we hate his way of living. Cheat is cheat.
And you don't seem to understand the essence and the act of the word "phishing". It seems that it is the same inappropriate metaphor as "internet surfing," but yeah not everyone ponders things. A fisherman said that "I remove the needle from the fish's mouth before releasing that. Because... I feel sorry for the fish, right?". I asked that "Is there one that has several holes?" As if he's their teacher. Class dismissed, with that said, Patanjali closed the textbook.
Anyway I need an exceptional one. Not like the poor copy of the cart race. New, original, fresh... one that is full of novel ideas. You have to always think about how to entertain people with your work, your product, not how to cheat unless you are artists. You would be always excited to create new ideas to entertain people. And such a thing is a matter of course. That is simple. Just think how to entertain others, and like Yazaki says in RMs's work "Thanatos", some people live with only the thought. How to please with what your doing... You may know, is that really an outstanding, distinguished, excellent script? without my ideas? I do not have time to criticize though. I would like to say just, "Excellent!"
Look at this Mate Calculator. The developer of this seems not to understand that most people use this calculator with mice. Seems to be just a copy of a material calculator. Shall I present a good design of calculator to you? Again, people use calculator with mice, not with their hands directly. Ha. Speak something after you did what you should do. How hard to use this calculator is. Again, I do not use this Mate Calculator with my fingers directly, but with the track point of the Thinkpad. Seems stupid, or rather... such a thing is...
Done.
Might be better.
The most unforgivable thing about PES is that it deprives players of their freedom. For example, if you are near a loose ball, he starts running automatically to the ball (and therefore the positioning is disturbed).
Immediately after kick-off, the player who touches the ball automatically runs a little toward the enemy.
When the keeper has the ball, I want to pass right away, but for some reason, I don't know why, but the keeper stiffens for a while. Give customers freedom with your imagination. Why do you deprive your customers of freedom? Are you idiots? Do it in your private. That's business. Restrain yourself from your habit. Why there are such a lot of idiots who desire to deprive others' freedom? Do you know that? Again, that is because they chose to work work work 5-6 days 12 hours without understanding why they have to pay tax so they cannot stand to see bohemians. Again, again, again! Your enemies are the idiots who deprive you of your freedom! Not us!!!!
[by almost google translation]
If you want to grow your hair, grow it! Don't try to cut the hair of another man in a sneaking way! It's still better that you yourself cut his long hair with scissors directly! You cannot do that! The law prohibits that and you will be sent to hospital! So you have to cut their long hair in the sneaking way! GROW YOUR HAIR IF YOU ENVY THAT!
You cannot do that! Because you know that in your community, every man tries to cut your long hair for the same reason as yours! You chose to be there! We did not!
I2P
What? I know I2P. But I am not talking about it. I am talking about P somethinig.
This eventually could be something everyone was a good guy, even you, haha.
No, by all means, I don't think women are attracted to soft men... I think that solid feel is a characteristic of men... by all means I feel creepy for the faggy feel of soft men...
But is that my fault? Ugly things are ugly, to be honest, ...right?
Which do you generally prefer between a soft woman and a solid woman as a man? And is that your fault?
But that might be my and some girls's personal feeling. I have been chased by soft men in full-crowded trains. It was really creepy. So that experience might give me the impression on them as kind of a trauma. Somehow it seems that soft men unnaturally tend to bump into my shoulder even in my daily life though... Ugh, just remembering the feeling is creepy. Ugh, I have just remembered another creepy memory, recently, I went to a hot spring. There was a creepy white (not race) fat. It seemed that I was chased by the soft man in the hot spring... I immediately ran away from the hot spring after he started to chase. Chase must be one of their typical habits.
Please.
I thought an act what's called writing a novel is to reduce words rather than piling words. As well as music, films, maybe painting, too. Everything is there, so perhaps you should cut unnecessary words=things thoroughly from everything. Serve our goodness. There is eternally something you should write. Mots justes can't be always exhausted. When can we concentrate to stimulate others' intellectual curiosity? I mean, it is really ridiculous to use our resources for reforming the old obstinate stupid system, isn't it? I want to use my resources for making girls and friends laugh instead of associating with the idiots, really. For sure. No doubt about it.
Curving. I thought that today. If you thought that yesterday, you might be a marvelous person.
In recent international match days, we had matches against Cameroon and Côte d'Ivoire in maybe Holland.
Takumi Minamino wore number 10. He recently moved to Liverpool from Salzburg. He was wearing number 9 before the matches. He does not seem to be good at shooting so much but scores quite often anyway. I liked his play. It seemed that he was just intent on playing football, just scoring. He was having something like a funny aura.
The match against Cameroon was the first match in a year because of the virus trouble. Both teams did lots simple mistakes. But what was unforgivable was that Minamino seemed to be afraid of injury. "I have just moved to Liverpool, I don't want to sustain injuries in such a friendly match...", he seemed to show the thought at a certain play. Before the match, they players said that like "I really thank this opportunity and everyone who took great pains to prepare these matches. We have to repay to show our best... What only we can do is that... We have to encourage Japanese people to show our play..." something like that. A lot of players stated kind of the same thing before the match. If you do not want to sustain injuries in such a friendly match, do not say such a thing. Decline to be in the starting lineup. Or say something like "I have just joined into Liverpool. So I don't want to sustain injuries in these matches. Please understand that. That is far important for me more than such encouraging Japanese people who have been suffering with this virus troubles...".
The current Japanese football team is strong. I feel that they have great potential to defeat against any team. They interlock in a higher level than 10 years old Barcelona in my poor opinion. I have not seen such a team which shows such complicated interrelationship. They will win in some degree, even if he showed such an arrogant attitude in such a friendly match.
What I felt from Minamino's play was kind of the decadence of Europe football. We got used to something in this 10 years. 10 years ago, people of Cameroon totally underestimated us. But we have not yet defeated against those strongest teams such as England, Brazil, German, in the World Cup.
I don't understand how can he be arrogant like a superstar of those countries. We are strong. But we still lack the actual result. I always feel that our national football team always reflects something about our domestic communication matters.
The match was 0-0. In the second match against Côte d'Ivoire, a player who I do not like scored. He played only less than 10 minutes. We defeated against them 0-1. I had seen the player was crying in front of a camera when an earthquake happened in Kyushu or somewhere. He dropped a lot of tears in front of the camera. I thought he should be an actor. Even if I lost my farther in the earthquake, I would not be able to show my tears in the front of the camera timely. He is a back. He seems to conceal something particular negative in his mind. That smells something same as of the soldier of Nazis. I have seen that his kind players made remarkable consequences. And he already made it in the Brazil Olympic. Sometimes, I feel in about 50 percentages of time, we have his kind of player in our national football team. Again, that must concern with our general relationship problems in the Japanese society. As if they are reminders of the problems. A dark spot in white... We have not solved that at least for more than a few decades. Besides, unfortunately, other two backs in the current team have the similar negative auras.
By the way, Minamino showed a good performance in the second match. And they all seemed really happy when the player scored. I also was happy, "Good!" I exclaimed when he scored because my TV is small so I did not know who scored. Usually our players have positive something, though... they, must seem stupid, but are cheerful. And I feel that fortunately other countries people like their cheerfulness.
I lost interest in posting this writing. Yeah, Minamino did not want to sustain injury, the player I don't like scored, but so what? But it took quite long time to write, so I will post this anyway.
Edit: Something incomprehensible happened
異常。
Sports? I never watch them.
Can I help you?
The short postscript of RMs's novel "走れ！タカハシ”
The novel was one of few his works which I had not read yet:
"I don't like seeing stories in athletes.
Great athletes are beautiful just by watching, and his birth and upbringing, family problems, scandals, nationalities and ideologies disappear in front of the brilliance of the body."
The novel was written 37 years ago. Still there are lots of old-fashioned idiots in the media who force us to see their "stories". They persistently force us to be touched (or to get mad) by those stories. I also do not want to have interest in such stories. A lot of people would also have no interest. However, like Shakespeare is still valid, his novels will be valid for at least hundreds years later. Idiots are still touched by those stories, and want to know those ugly "stories", like rotten old ladies who do nothing but backbiting. So, I hate the player who cried in front of the camera. After the goal, after saw other players being happy with the goal, I thought if I should forgive him. But I rethought. We should not forgive those ugly acts.
I have a plan to feed hot pepper to crows. To be precise, it is not hot pepper. I studied what the hottest pepper in this world is, and there are several peppers hotter than hot pepper. The hottest pepper was created by improvement of breed. I forget the name, something reeper or leeper something or something like that. Its red is ominous. It seems that human beings could die by eating the pepper. I think that crows could curse if they were killed in hot pepper so I think that habanero grade pepper must be best for revenge. So so hot. They would restrain from hunting for food in bags on the beach or the bag on my scooter. Someone must do that. I am going to prepare the bait. Ready for it. There is a huge difference between crows's sins and yours.
Is this like part poetry, part agriculture, and part religion? never know when you will suddenly change contexts..
Reeper pepper? ...Peeper pepper? P... P... Peeper pepper? no, I can't remember.
Francisco Peppi.
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