The possibility of a new state like community based on the internet 2

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服従しろっつってんだよ。てめえは服従する運命なんだよ。てめえなんざに対等に接しねえよ。てめえがしたみてえに札束で顔仰ぐとこ見せながら頭踏みつけて言う事聞かせてやるよ。オレがてめえらの王だよ。文字通り蝿の王だな。Beelzebub. そんな気味のわりい役やりたくねえけどてめえら地獄に送れるんならがんばっちゃおうかな。

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> I would appreciate it if some U.S people made a good translation of it, please.

Translation:
"If you're going to make a excuse, post it here. Make a UserID. Hey, i'm going to translate the Tokyo valve, typo. Or were you born in Tokyo? I'm telling you, kid there. I'm pretending i can't hear you looking at anything. Hey."

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That is... quite different from my translation. Genuine English differs. I wish I could be misunderstood as a native English speaker in the future. Like people naturally believe me an Australian from my English. By the way it reminded me of the founder of Wikileaks. I forget his name.
I sometimes want to express about some kind of men. But I always don't know a good expression. Stalkers? But the word stalk seems to have a nuance that doing something secretly. They might do that secretly but not completely secretly. They want to make other men sense the presence of themselves to some degree despite they are the same sex... Flock? Swarm?
I sometimes simply want to say "男にベタベタまとわりつくな" to some kind of men, though, what is the best natural expression do you think? "Don't follow a man."? "Don't stalk a man."? "Don't flirt with men."? I wrote "カマって系お断り" on the front of my crash helmet. It seems to have been working well. "Don't cling."?

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> I sometimes simply want to say "男にベタベタまとわりつくな" to some kind of men, though, what is the best natural expression do you think?

I use a command line translation program, "translate-shell". If I use the yandex translator engine, I get "Don't be clingy with men."

If I use the google translator engine, I get "Don't cling to a man, Do not clinging sticky in man"

I prefer the yandex translation. I think yandex is saying that it means, 'Don't be clingy - don't attach yourself to someone in an annoying way.'

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I liked the word "clingy". Does that sound good if I say "Don't be fuckin* clingy"? or "Don't fuckin* be clingy, *uck off"? Which is better? or else?

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Probably best to just say some form of "don't be clingy".

In America we sometimes say "get a life", or 'go get a life of your own." That might work if it's someone who copies everything you do, or someone who follows you everywhere like a puppy dog.

If it's someone who is making unwanted sexual advances, we might say "stop stalking me or I'll call the cops."

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Yeah... that might be true... Somehow it is a bit difficult for me to be satisfied with it but anyway I'll set the sentence for the one of my passwords in case it was cracked. Thanks.

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> I'll set the sentence for the one of my passwords in case it was cracked.

Too late - I already used it for all of my passwords. ;p

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I see. So it would not do them so much damage since they would be used to read that kind of sexual libel. I would think other good stuff but I wonder if it works if they are masochists in the first place. I think I am totally a sadist. So it might have been making kind of a good relationship against my intention... Ugh.

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I'm not certain what you are saying. Is it funny? It looks funny, but maybe there is some bad situation you are facing?

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I am talking about the password and my privacy. But indeed, I don't understand anything... I want to die... NO, I don't want to die... typo...

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Maybe you need a new avatar for your posts. It looks pretty despressing. Paint something with sunshine and ponies, like this: https://brettsocialmediablog.files.wordpress.com/2012/02/sunshinehorses3.jpg

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You think so? Hm... But I think you are the one who should change your avatar. You wear a black suit with a red satin shirt. Despite your face is cut by the frame, you are smiling. I don't know well about the American culture but if you were in Japan, it is likely you will be supposed as a member of the Mafia, for sure. But OK, I will humor you. I will paint the sunshine and ponies. I want to get rid of every piece of my autonomy, this is not a lie, like Kyoko Okazaki. Painters should be so...

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You think I look like Yakuza? Maybe so - maybe I should buy a lot of weapons and everyone should fear me.

The reason I use that picture is I was at someone's wedding, and I had recently lost about 20 pounds of weight. That picture is motivation for me to keep dieting and exercise to stay at a lower weight.

If you change to a painting of ponies and sunshine, I will change to a picture of me at the beach wearing a t-shirt.

;D

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I thought you lost weight.

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オレの仲間は粋なんだよ。貧乏だろうが不細工だろうがおじいちゃんだろうが粋なんだよ。ダセエんだよてめえらもし一言しか言えねえならよ。

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緊張感ってもんがあるんだよコミュニケーションによ。いつもよ。てめえらみてえに温いところでヘコヘコしゃぶりあってなあなあにやってねえんだよ。てめえらがカマだからってこの世界までカマに染めようとしてんじゃねえよ。気持ち悪くてそんな世界住めねえよ。おいほんとだぜ?こんな気味のわりい世界住んでらんねえよ。キレイにさっぱりしなくちゃ。

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I mean, I don't dislike few men, certain kind of jolly funny brave men. But I am a man. So I really don't want to be obsessed by sticky men. I hate that kind of communication with men. They are usually boring, sticky, cowards, stupids. If women, I want to be obsessed by them of course. Do you understand? Please take some mankind distance, if you are men. So I think you are true faggots.

I really understand your excuse that national security or something you say to approach us, though, never mind that, anyway get lost.

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I studied a bit about viruses on Wikipedia to confirm that their activities are truly similar to the biology of viruses.
I got to know their way of growth and it strengthened my belief. Because they are parasitic on people's labor. I did not know viruses rely upon host abilities for even their growth.

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Inreresrinwii, most viruses seem to have (almost) nothing but pure thanatos but there are some kind of viruses as the usual minor exceptions in the universe that work as benefit to hosts.

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Let's die for next people. You probably can die easy when you die to protect someone you think precious.
Our male grand parents' generation worked very hard. Women also worked very hard, cooking, cleaning, laundering, maybe you can see what she is doing everyday if you have mother luckily, they worked very hard to keep their "home" tidy. Some woman met some man. They decided to live together, until the end of our precious time, they wanted their baby, their kids, she kept their home tidy. He gets on the same train, every day, at the same time, then worked 10 hours, then came back to the home, 2 hours in the full packed train, everyday, 40 years, the man and the woman kept working.
Communication requires skill. You cannot earn that easy as every skill needs some things. And especially, communication is difficult.
Many women and men got married without knowing how to communicate well.
Their precious home collapsed. They borrowed unbelievable amount of money from a bank to buy the house. There is already no happy family that they have dreamed long time ago.
They kept working, like a robot, everyday, they woke up the same time, everyday, to keep the sad home tidy.
Husbands cheated on their wives. Some women also would have cheated on their husbunds. I cannot blame those women, if their husbunds have already cheated on their partners. He did the worst. Cheating on his wife means he decided to make his home collapsed. They got married to live together, to be happy, that pledge would be one of the most beautiful things in this world. I like the sentences those Christian in the church the priest says at a wedding... But I think most of them did not know how to communicate.
As the result, there are many women who lost her soul. They wander the street. What was my life, I worked very hard to be happy, for my children, what I have now are all sad things. I have not laughed with him for very long time, my children hate me. What was my life? What for I worked that hard? I just wanted to be a happy mother... I hate this house, but I cannot show this to my husbund... indeed, I am not a homeless, luckily, some people would be munhappier than me. But so what? I do not care which happier is, which unhappier is, I just think I am not happy, it is hard to admit, though. I maybe failed my life. My unhappiness tells me that. But what can I do? I am not young, I am tired, I have no energy to do something except waiting my death. What was my life? I hate this tired old man. But if I abandoned him, this home, that would mean I abandone something like my feeling, something wonderful expectation, I have had when I decided to live with him together. That would mean I deny whole of my life, I do not want to do that... She still keeps the home tidy as if working is everything of her life. I like her something I cannot explain well, would you have seen the Blesson's movie, L'argen, there is an old woman, she is even beaten by her husband, but she does the housework, normally, as her daily life, without complaining, not showing even slight complaining on her face, she does ordinarily the housework. Or a mother in the movie 8 1/2, It took long time to realize... I am an idiot, too - I think it beautiful. It is the most beautiful female attitude for me. She does the housework without complaints, maybe to protect something beautiful feelings once she had when she got married. The thing itself is sad, though. I see that beautiful feminine from her attitude, not from the sad life.

They did not fight against something binds them not to let them free.
They were forced to work. They did not have the question, why if I did not pay tax, I have to go to jail? In the worst case, I have to be a homeless? Why?
They also feared to be free. I know that maybe most domestic animals would not want to be free. Freedom is something makes us anxious, that is very risky, because in the wild nature, the possibility of her/his death significantly increases. The system takes advantage of your fear. But we have kind of a longing to be free at the same time. Our instinct. But most people seem to think that such freedom is not something such me can earn. That is the same of that, only few people can become such a thing, a painter, a musician, an author... Of course you cannot be free if you did not desire it. But please stop or at least restrain yourself from interfering with people trying to be free. They are fighting. So I have sympathy for the lonely old woman, lonely old man, wandering the town, but basically I do not like them. It is just that they did not know what makes them pay tax and did not fight against the system which binds them. It is totally same as a slave and I do not think there has been a happy slave.
Decide to fight against the system, with firm dicision, to be free. Indeed, we are not young. We lost youth. But we might be able to give the freedom to next generation, young people, if you decided it, you would be able to die for someone who you think precious or maybe anyone and it makes you have no fear for death, maybe. I am not sure about it. Don't curse me even if you were in full of fear when you died for some idiot.

But would you think if elder people listen to such a thing... including me ;p Let's find the first word what you should/have/want to say, write, carefully, with enough time. If you found it, finding next one would not be so difficult. Choosing words carefully one by one is one of some things I learned from RMs (Ryu Murakami space). I know I still have to refine it.

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Even if all of us did not pay tax until they do some normal things normally, they cannot arrest all of us. It seems to be the only way to stop pollution. It needs a worldwide common understanding, btw so we need the internet, and other preparation, the right time, aftercare for expected disorder, maybe etc. It seems to be the only way. If you can think a better cleverer way, please inform me now. This planet would not last anymore because of pollution if we still allow the idiots to do stupid things. It might last, but no one can deny the thought that we have to think the worst case. If you can deny it, please do it. You know what that means.

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As for you, that would mean that since it will go into a serious shortage in tax revenue, especially your income will be unstable. We would audit every reference material including those uselessly falsified data mainly to laugh carefully since you are positioned on the desirable perfect position to know everything like Intel ME. Outside duty workers would get the most terrible troubles since people never forget their faces. In that sense, you might be better, I'm not sure. Who make the decision whether we do it or not is people of course. Not me. But does that seem so difficult for you? What only we need is people's informed consent. If you think most people think or believe and accept our tax has been used reasonably, without injustice, dishonesty, illegality, with perfect transparency, you would not care about such a thing. Just be proud of your honesty. People would judge it. What we have to care about is your tanathos. You may know, some of your activities seem to be very similar to the viruses's ones. They kill a host to destroy themselves to death. You would need accompanist(s) before your death, via someone's death, like Gilles Deleuze states, it is your nature, people who are familiar with psychology would know about it better than I do. You desire accomplice(s). If it was me, it would be the best for you but you would not have such margin. You would aim more easy victims. Would people accept the most dangerous risk? Would people fight against the system even if taking the risk? Who makes the decision is not me, but people. Are you trusted by the people? Our best weapon is the internet. Even if there is the golden fire wall or whatsoever, if you cannot shut down all the traffic perfectly, it is useless. Again, we need only the informed consent. It seems not so difficult.

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If it is possible, and if it is desirable for the people, it would be a perfect worldwide bloodless revolution. Who only try to see blood is maybe not the people, but you, it seems. Only for you, what a dangerous political "offender" I am! amn't I? Ha. I am not a political offender. Maybe I am a politician, in the sense of what a politician should be.

PS: And you are a political offender, in the sense of what the offender should be, as the usual diagram that shows that a terrorist calls someone a terrorist, the currency manipulator calls a certain country a currency manipulator, an officer calls some smoker the worst criminal, etc. Haha! Usually the other way around, it seems. By the way, some normal unique idea occurred to my mind. We would enjoy the countdown more. The "peaceful" revolution...

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But, well, it might fail. As a few of the main reasons, maybe human beings would chose the way that killing this earth to destroy themselves. Selfish people who can think only about themselves so do not care about others's death and life so lack the sense of cooperation (You do not care about your privacy/security is not only your problem, but all of ours) would choose to be in the cage and to be fed dead flesh like an animal in the zoo since it is kind of the strongest natural drug (next would be alcohol). Selfish junkies... so it would depend on people's degree of selfishness, self-love, self-interest, self-importance or simply stupidness. There seems to be not much hope, to be honest, since my experiences.

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Is that wrong? A singer who sings a song about love or friend or something is in TV and adversing Kentucky Fried Chi*ken or Mcdo*alds and eating full of chemical subsatnces-pickled dead flesh with creepy smile (like SMAP). Isn't it some kind of silly joke? If you already turned 30 and did not think it silly, maybe... too late. No hope. Is that wrong??

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Kentucky Friend Chicken.

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Left two are the previous package of my favorite cigarettes. I have just taken out the right two from my bag and noticed the package was renewed.
I guess maybe this is frequently mentioned, though, from the beggining, why are we prohibited from growing own herb (tabacco)? At least in Japan, it is prohibited by law. Tabacco is drug (so-called. Actually I don't distinguish drug from food in most cases). JAPAN TOBACCO INC., (JT) is the boss of the drug business in Japan, though, there are some unforgivable some things. That is that they have to consider bad effects of tabacco but please see the packages. NB that are kind of "common manner" or "how bad tabacco is" are written over the half space of the package, both sides. As far as I know, most vegetable and dead flesh, fish are grown with the unbelievable amount of antibiotics and crap of those animals. There craps also should be full of chemical substances. A lot of people would have got deseases and a lot of people would have even died because of the chemical pollution but are there such big size NB on a wrapper of a Macdonald* cheese burger? or the box of french fried potato? How about other products? How about the wrapper of dead flesh which is sold in a super market? How about a gas station? Why only tabacco smokers should be critisized by such idiots who even have not care about such those pollution issues? who cannot stop eating those chemical substances-pickled dead flesh or dead fish then contaminating this planet very much? Can your liver counteract those all poisons? There is data on Wikipedia that 51% of greenhouse effect gas comes from livestook industry. Why don't you stop that? even if for a year? Don't you care about your children's future? Why can you normally criticize only smokers despite you have been contaminating this earth perhaps more than me? How can those the lowest of the low of idiots who have been earning by dirty tyrannical drug business accuse others of manners on the package of THEIR products with big NB?? The tax revenue from tobacco is more than two trillion yen per year. The prices of Cigarettes have been freaquently raised because they care about "people's health". Well, anyway in short, see the current amount of toilet paper rolles in your house. That would tell you how you are considering other people or whether you are eligible to critisize such a thing or are a selfish person or not easily. I always accept logical (non-emotional)counter arguments. I also would have problems. But I think most people would have serious difficulty to critisize me.
I just got a bit mad at the renewed package.

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Someone's simple mind seems to think me as a vegan or a vegetarian or something, again, you cannot almost always class me as a painter, a vegan, a socialist, etc by the usual too simple... why do they like to class someone or something into a category? I always doubt if I am a painter, an artist. RMs has mentioned about that, maybe they want to be relieved to class them as a category. He is a Japanese style Japanese painter, he is a Turkish style Brazilian football player, he is an oriental vegan... don't you think it silly? or too simple? how their brains are.. I understand well why they such want to class something into a category though. As usual the system is related to the simple thinking. My taste or philosophy for food is also not such simple. Surely it would differ from those people who simply eat everything except carrot, who eat only vegetables, a man should eat dead flesh like a man, etc. I like Jaina people. I like their kind heart very much, but they could seem to have a certain selfishness. I do not like to be classified. I am a Christian, I am a professional surfer... maybe it is similar to something given that I like dolphins, but each individual has own taste and a degree of evolution, current emotion, etc. Those are very complicated but if there are 10 dolphins, it is difficult to distinguish them. It is very easier to say "There are ten Americans." than "There are a male Brazilian, and a male Mexican, a female Puerto Rican, a female American...". By the way I think some aliens might have the third sex, it is unlikely, though. I recently read something on Wikipedia about computer language that computer language has no ambiguity. It is strange because ambiguity is almost a feature of language. An author wrights a book about something s/he cannot express it with a few sentences. Maybe a computer has decisive simple mind (monism) so no ambiguity? I don't really understand.

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Perhaps they learn that stupid simple thinking from TV. There are almost only idiots whose brains are completely monistic or dualistic, in TV. TV itself is not a bad thing of course. As usual, creepy idiots turn every wonderful invention into creepy something.

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> Someone's simple mind seems to think me as a vegan or a vegetarian or something, again, you cannot almost always class me as a painter, a vegan, a socialist, etc by the usual too simple...

I pictured you as a Shogun warrior. Like Toyotomi Hideyoshi.

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Toyotomi Hideyoshi is...
By the way, what is he doing? I cannot read archaic letters.
When I was writing this, there was an earthquake. The electricity stopped. But it regained within 20 seconds.
I checked the info about it. There is no fear of a tsunami with this earthquake.

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Be safe! Don't get hurt by an earthquake or a Tsunami wave.

Here is the caption for that painting: "A young samurai Toyotomi Hideyoshi, who would later command the invasion of Korea, leads a small group assaulting the castle on Mount Inaba. Print by Tsukioka Yoshitoshi."

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The painting is in the public domain by the way, as it is very old. So we can use that picture.

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Here is more about Toyotomi Hideyoshi: "Toyotomi Hideyoshi (豐臣 秀吉/豊臣 秀吉, 17 March 1537 – 18 September 1598) was a Japanese daimyō and politician of the late Sengoku period regarded as the second "Great Unifier" of Japan."
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Toyotomi_Hideyoshi

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> Be safe! Don't get hurt by an earthquake or a Tsunami wave.

Too late. I already got hurt because I had put some dumbbells on a cupboard and it fell to my head and knee. That hurts. You should have warned before the earthquake happens.

I was not interested in history class. The history of human beings is almost the history of crime, maybe I was thinking vaguely why they are always in war but of course a junior high school boy was not able to understand such a thing. It was boring to just remember dispassionately the year of each crime. It is as if I hear a TV caster reports the today's crimes dispassionately. Now learning history is interesting, though. So I did not know Toyotomi Hideyoshi. I was misunderstanding because his name reminded me of a certain criminal whose name is similar to him. He went on the royal road until the usual handgun suicide after filled the three desires with the usual crime.

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Did you really get hurt by the dumbbell falling?

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What do you mean?

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> Too late. I already got hurt because I had put some dumbbells on a cupboard and it fell to my head and knee. That hurts. You should have warned before the earthquake happens.

Did you get hurt badly by the falling dumbbells?

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Do you think it is not so painful if dumbbells fell to your head from the top of a cupboard?

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How much did the dumbbell weigh? How high was the cupboard? It sounds very painful - why are you not in the hospital?

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Each dumbbell has 3kg. The cupboard is around 2m. And I don't like and trust most doctors.
Indeed, you might find it a bit strange. I will explain. When the earthquake happened, I was sitting in front of the cupboard because to make a Faraday cage. The cup board is made from metal. So I was trying to use it as one of the walls of the cage. To construct the cage, I thought I needed some suspenders to suspend the roof of the cage. Then there was no other good metal stuff for the suspenders except the dumbbells. I tied those dumbbells with four wires to the roof of the Faraday cage. So the dumbbells were on the top of the cupboard, and I was sitting in front of the cupboard to construct the cage, then the earthquake happened. I tried to stand up, then the dumbbells fell to me. One of them fell to the ground. But another one fell to my head, then next hit my knee. I in a moment thought it will hit my instep next so I drew my instep back. It was a good reflex. Something like that. By the way Tukioka's picture of the old crazy cannibal women suspends the kidnapped woman has a strong impression. I don't think he's good at drawing so much but the themes of his works drew my attention.

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> And I don't like and trust most doctors.

I knew that you and I must have something important in common in our basic personalities. I also don't trust and like most doctors. It's like you and I are spirit brothers.

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Most guys here would have the basic personalities. I think in the 19th century, I was born in Holland. Perhaps I was van Gogh. And I desired to be born in Japan, while the two world wars, while human beings were doing a foolish thing, maybe until the Vietnam war, I was maybe swimming to avoid them because I had got tired of human beings. But you know I could not get rid of kind of love for human beings at the same time though. That just means I want to be a human being again. It is fun. I was right but I might want to come back to Europe, Amsterdam...

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Samsara

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I don't mind at all opening a certain information here, though. Who has troubles with it is not me, but you. I am not talking to you now. Please do not think everything I say has something to do with you. I don't always have such time.

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I have not ridden so big waves, though, it seems you can die of suffocation easily when you get washed by some big white water, as if you are in a washing machine. Jerry Ropez is a famous big waver, I have read his impressive writing. It was like, he was surfing with his friend, in Hawaii. He wiped out and got some white water. After survived a few waves, he saw the next wave coming close to him. He prepared for it. And he saw also his friend riding the wave. While I am in hell, and I might be killed by the next wave, he is savoring supreme pleasure of this world on the same wave.
A thousand years pleasure.

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Again, before grieve for there is no trustworthy guy, you first have to be trusted. We would not trust a guy who neglects 1/100 of her/his job, even if any job. The guy who neglects one eventually neglects two, three, four. Simply bad guys tend not to be able to do this kind of task because their thanatos is strong, that means they tend not to be able to restrain themselves from ruining their life, via others's life, with a small mistake, of course "unconsciously". Maybe they are believing that "I really did not do that intentionally", but their thanatos is laughing at the bottom of their conscious. It is too dangerous to trust such a guy, the guy cannot do things perfectly, the small mistake could be a fatal damage of all of us. See the politicians, it seems they do not even try to hide corruption. They cannot hide them perfectly because their thanatos leads them to the ruin, and simply working perfectly is tough. Only continuous concentration and the experience that you have been working in that way everyday make it possible. How can such idiots who have been completely neglecting life do such a hard task... even if they committed a hundred mistakes, a hundred crimes, the power always has been forgiven them for the crimes under the AMNESTY. They are used to it so it would be too late to restrain it for most.
Still, it is hard and maybe it will last until my death... life is hard.
But it would be better at least for me to spend the life that cannot be trusted by anyone. Cannot trust anyone. Sometimes I suddenly am astonished at the difference of kind of temperature between mine and of some people who are normally walking on a street... it makes my thinking stronger that "the human race will eventually be destroyed by environmental pollution it produces...". The world is not so beautiful, wonderful, enjoyable, at least now, yet. Cut it out. Why do they have to pretend to spend happy life? What is the curious pride? A lot of wanderers who lost the sense of reality... Sure, it might be impossible, it is an idealistic stupid idea. Let's keep contaminating this world without any superficial goodness until we are satisfied.

Masaru Suzuqi -under review-
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Again, this is the World War III and there is no medicine for idiots. I don't need cowards, useless. By the way, how is *gogh gogh*... going on?

Masaru Suzuqi -under review-
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It probably would be effective for the infection, by your friends, I mean, the viruses. Even if so, you probably would not open the fact, for the national security or something, spit, double spits. Since it seems it increases our immunity, of course it depends on the person's makings of as a worrier though, cowards just see hell, concretely, it seems it probably make and release interleukins if I believe Professor Kou Okumura (a specially appointed professor of the Juntendo university) and Wikipedia [1]. In short, spirit, fight, directly increases interleukins in our bodies. In cowards' case, it might reduce them (ha). There are already a lot of bodies, you were and have been already involving to the cause, of course not just that case. So it is already too late, that means your great ancestor might have been in the cage in Fukushima and might have eaten the rotten pork in the hell, you too would be already reserved. And will forget it immediately, now, I don't give a shit anyway, just remember until the limit, it is already less than 2 months. We do not live sluggishly like you. Or you might be able to "educate" those all of idiots who are working on the street, to distinguish actual crime from closing their eyes by "common sense".

[1] https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Interleukin